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MarineMom

by MarineMom on 14 March 2011 - 23:03

PDB Crew,

Is there HOPE out there for me to be able to be on PDB without being placed in a poor light of conversation and post?

If there is not, they I will leave the forum and the website today.  My spirit is not hard wired anymore in my life for the fight in this kind of venue.  Discuss issues with me or debate, share opinions coupled with personal knowledge and experience I can accept, personal attacks, I just can't do it.

I don't want to fight.  I am on here in peace, I will leave in peace, with no ill will.

If there is NO HOPE, please share, if not, today I will leave my account of PDB.

Blessing
MarineMom




by beetree on 14 March 2011 - 23:03

I don't think you should let the silly M&M's upset your apple cart!  I have googled you and I have questions if you don't mind.

You teach Judo and self-defense to women? Are you "avenging" your daughter's tragedy, was it domestic abuse that got her killed???

EKvonEarnhardt

by EKvonEarnhardt on 15 March 2011 - 00:03

I would not let others keep me from learning and enjoying what I like JMPO

on the other hand I love your avatar picture!!!!! is that your foal? 

by beetree on 15 March 2011 - 00:03

Just come and join the ladies for some relaxation, meet up at the Hot Tub on the OT.



MarineMom

by MarineMom on 15 March 2011 - 00:03





Miss Beetree,

No, feel free to ask me anything, I will do my best to answer.

My daughter and her two friends were killed by a drunk driver that was hauling fuel, without a drivers lic, permits, and at 11:00 pm at night, on black ice while really drunk. He hit them head on and drove right over them. 

They never had a chance. She is very missed.

The reason, I taught that class, was I was invited to teach on domestic violence, coupled with some basic self defense steps to get away from someone, that could save your life. This was an invitation from Northern Arizona Univ. I teach this often if asked for no charge.

It was a special invite, since I was a general instructor for Law Enforcement and certified as an expert witness in this one of many areas. When i retired from Law enforcement I retired as a Training SGT, assigned to the Police Academy.

Blessings
MarineMom

foot note: we never sued the person that killed Chrissy.  He had all of us he was going to get.  One of the other girls that was killed had a special needs little girl.  We supported the other families, so the little girl could be taken care of.  Besides in this case what do you do with blood money.  I don't want it.

by beetree on 15 March 2011 - 00:03

So sorry for your loss. I can't imagine the pain you feel missing her everyday.



...... I have another question, then..... You hinted at the appalling behavior of American men you met while on the job.  Were you the bait???  And are you not born American? Your English sounds foreign to me at times.

MarineMom

by MarineMom on 15 March 2011 - 01:03

 PDB Crew,

I DO want to stay.  But I am tired.  I want so much to take the knowledge and information I have and share it.  Not to push my beliefs on anyone, that serves no greater purpose or has NO nutritional value. This old gal loves to teach.... NOT preach.

Ask me something and if I don't know I will tell you I don't know.  I won't pretend to have the answer, but I will try to find you the answer, and from several perspectives.  You will gain nothing if it is just my opinion and I try to push anything upon you.

The " I hate Bible thumps thread", does not offend me, I just won't post to it, I hate NO one. I am grateful Oli let us have the OT, and we have the liberty to post.  I am okay, not being liked or you even disagreeing with we.  Personal attacks I will admit I am a we bit thinned skinned on.  My days of having to put on " COMMAND PRESENCE" are done unless I need to protect myself personally, in real life not on a forum
.

I have a few good ideas for some new threads, I would love to share.  I think you will find very interesting.  NO, Not  all my post are religious based, though I have 4 key prophecies I need to get done.

Now, on a last note.  Does it break my heart to see some go after each other on here, of course.  I don't understand all the history on here, and I don't really want to.  Good, bad or indifferent, I
just want to share some creative posts.

Blessings
and with the kindest of thought.
MarineMom






Jenni78

by Jenni78 on 15 March 2011 - 01:03

 MM, there are people we desperately want to leave, and they don't, so why should you? LOL

Do what you want. Ask no one's permission.

MarineMom

by MarineMom on 15 March 2011 - 01:03

Miss Beetree

I am American born.  What you read, I think, sometimes, is in me having a higher education, not meaning one higher then you or anyone else,  Just as one learns I/they tend to utilize what I/they have been taught.  I never mean to sound like I am talking down to anyone, I just try to be the best I can be, well spoken, well read, well versed in historical facts and current events coupled with areas of life.

The American men, " excerpt" comes from.  "I was appalled to see that some of our OWN men, American men, were involved in the purchasing of underage little girls for themselves sexually and for profit in another country".  Folks, some of these people were married with children of their own, former Law Enforcement and Military or other backgrounds.  But, this is apparently,  not new in the world anywhere, and goes on all the time.

I am sorry, that, I will go to fight on.  That can only make any reasonable person sick.  It also should shock the very conscience of any reader to learn.  I feel just because it happens, blind eyes are often taken, the cost of doing business, if you will.  Does not make it right or does not  mean it should be.

Respectfully
MarineMom

MarineMom

by MarineMom on 15 March 2011 - 01:03

Awww Jenni78,

You are correct.  And I am not asking ANYONES permission.  I just want peace personally.  I want to share things that i would hope edify someones life.

Jenni, If the things I share NO ONE really cares about, if it can serve no higher purpose, then there is no reason for my post or participation.  If you ( a a reader ) can't have some faith and trust in the things I write, then, there,  again it serves no purpose.

No. I am not saying agree with me, I don't want that.  As a reader myself, I just as you or another would hope the person writing about anything,  brings credibility and integrity to the table.  It is the little things towards me personally that is hard.

I would just like the Support of the reader, that they are interested in what I write.  Not to be on the defense.  I need no ones permission, just the support of the reader.

Jenni78, thank you very much for your concern and thought, that means a lot.

Blessings
MarineMom





 


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